Breathe Maureen

So, It has happened again.  I'm stressed!  I have got to get a grip on my life and the chaos of it all.  Summer is almost as hard as school season.  I have been teaching summer school.  Which is good money and I'm poverty stricken.  It just adds to the money that we have because all the expenses are paid and so summer school is just extra for soccer, cleats, football, bearlake, food, clothes, school fees, shoes, school stuff, food. Car expenses. . .If summer school can pay for all of that, then I must make a ton. NO actually, but it does help with all those extras  BUT it comes at a price.  The Clemons clan are all home in the day.  Nick and Jack are out of control.  We have these neighbor kids that come over at 9:00 in the am and stay all day.  We haven't seen him since last summer.  I think he is visiting his dad in the summer, who is our neighbor.  (not a close neighbor if you can't tell)  And his dad must work so Jackson is outside all day with no where to go but our house.  AND that makes Jack out of control that he doesn't have to behave and he can just act horrible. Anyway, Jack and Nick both need more schedule.  They have started football conditioning but that is 6:30 - 8:00 am two days a week.  Not exactly time consuming for them.  They have also taken golf lessons (not one pic of golf lessons) and so that helped last week.  Not sure what happened today...

Gotta get a grip.  Not sure I can keep up much longer.  Worried about fall when Andrew, Nick and Jack are all playing football, and Abi is playing her competition soccer.  AND I have one car.  Chili may have to get a car and pitch in.  (that's an entry for the other blog.)  Stress.  trying to figure it out.  Just need to Breathe.  And it will all work out.  I really hate that quote, because it does all work out...but not without stress and effort and worry and failure.  It could workout with success too.  Hopefully the second option will be ours...