Adulting

So, lately been feeling sad.  Weird when you parents die.  Only my dad died but it is enough, and being divorced.  It is like NO one really cares about you.  I know that kids care about you, but its different.  Feel like I'm having a nervous breakdown and really, no one gives a shit or even can help.  Not that if I were not divorced it would have mattered because he hasn't been here for over 18 mo.  but it is final now.  And final that NO one is that concerned. I have friends too that I love, but its not the same.

Just feeling like I need an anxiety fix...Hate the word anxiety...Reminds me of the wuss kids at school...

This did help my stress level...